Luminance in Withdrawal
As a US Army Service Member, I have navigated the profound transitions inherent in military life. The shift between the battlefield and civilian existence is often characterized by isolation, turmoil, and the necessity for realignment. My experiences in the Soldier Rehabilitation Unit (SRU) exposed me to environments that were stark, sterile, and quiet—both a refuge and a reminder of the challenges that accompany recovery. Through my photography, I seek to visually convey my psychological journey within these spaces. Each image captures my adjustment to a new reality, reflecting the complexities of this transition. The darkness in my work symbolizes uncertainty and openness, where reflection, fear, and self-awareness intertwine. It is in this interplay of light and shadow that I delve into the depths of my experience, inviting viewers to engage with the emotional landscape of recovery and resilience. As I grow older, I find my sensitivity to bright lights increasing, and my willingness to project outward has quieted. I may be harder to perceive, but I can still be seen—your eyes simply need to adjust. These photographs are not merely representations of physical spaces; they are a testament to the internal struggles and transformations that accompany the healing journey. I aspire to evoke a sense of connection and understanding, illuminating the often-overlooked realities faced by service members as they navigate their paths toward reintegration.